by Capris Esguerra

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Sean Matsuyama on the drums
Both songs were written in 2013


released February 1, 2016



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Capris Esguerra Torrance, California

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Track Name: Afraid
How can that be?
Missing you so badly
You don't even belong to me
How do I erase this feeling?

I'm so afraid
Us drifting apart
You walking away

Want to keep you in my pocket
Please don't leave
I know that's not healthy thinking

You tell me about your day
Drunken adventures far away
I smile and hesitate
Give off bad body language my mistake

I beg you please
Don't collect nights of ecstasy
Please stay with me
Don't add more tally marks
Underneath your bed sheets
Track Name: Waking Up
It's been four years
Since I have seen your face

Things have gotten better
I wish I had one more day
One more day

I've slept in bed for days
Met some people along the way

Gave my heart away
Too many times

Cried and cried and cried
Every night
Every night

For a long time
I've wanted to die

I finally
Found strength to get back on my feet

Gonna be happy
Gonna be happy